celtic-rain

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Just Me, All I'll Ever Be by celtic-rain, literature

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Just Me, All I'll Ever Be

No not me Not that I could be special too No not me Never me Just the one off to the side No not me Well it's just us No not me No not ever me I'm better off alone I swear I promise Use me Love me for what I do Take me for what I am And when you're through You know where I'll be No, not me I could never be what I want Nope, not me! I could never be what I need Standing on the outside looking in No mold was made for me Desperate to belong But always one trait short No not me Not that I Could be special too

under by celtic-rain, literature

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under

Choking back the bitter ache The fever rages on Waiting for the pills to take This madness without song Without end. Impressions in the mind Hazy and unclear What a mess for them to find All the sickness in your fear In your head. She falls to her knees Arms held out to the world Unhindered by her pleas You seem so cold And ill. The darkness is creeping in While the bitterness dissolves Fading madness at an end Failing even as she calls "I will."

in the darkness of this heart by celtic-rain, literature

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in the darkness of this heart

I've never felt so bitter nor set so far apart after viewing all the distance of darkness within my heart. Of all the have and have nots of knowing all I lack the happiness I've sought to keep is something I'm never to get back. The laughter of friends surrounding me far and near yet completely outside of this is something I know and fear. And so I forge ever onward Denying this need and despair the acceptance of all I hold dear to ever be neither here, nor there.

God-Like by celtic-rain, literature

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God-Like

(No one sees just what you see And in your mind it's good) These flowers on the trailing vine Were made for your liquid gaze The passing waters a sighing breath Wading through your inner-maze To sit and dine at your behest Your words the make of nectar and wine Knowledge gathered like orchard fruit The reaping of such flesh solely mine Sit upon your silken throne Ignoring the stick of opprobrium The sun will yet again rise and set Minus your 'gift' of effluvium (No one thinks just what you think… But that doesn't make it truth)

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from me to you by celtic-rain, literature

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from me to you

from me to you building bridges to the past fading memories that never last doubts and worries that sit within racing the tears running down my chin I'd always hoped I'd find my love of once in a lifetime and somehow I found you I found a love that's become so true somehow you found me becoming who we were meant to be I belong to you, you belong to me I pray that's how we'll always be True love to true love No amount of time enough We never quite gave up, never quite gave in Now more in love than we have ever been with all the shit that's hit the fan we're still doing all we can simply knowing we're always there finding t

Specters of the Past by celtic-rain, literature

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Specters of the Past

Lightening thunder crashing down I can't stand that you're around Can't stand your lies that're in my head Don't you know that I want to wish you were dead? I hate the ways you cross the line Then pretending later that we're all fine I hate every single word you say Most of all the games you play Say you love me then you don't I can't deal with anymore so I won't Passive resistance was always the key To unlock the chains you have surrounding me You're not perfect you're not the victim We're not your kids we're just "them" Not for one not for the other You've hurt me both, father, mother I hate the ways you judge my life Hate

Downward Spiral by celtic-rain, literature

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Downward Spiral

With in this darkened age of man Where no one knows just where they stand Impassioned lies and lover's lust Win out over forgotten trust. Every belief in the I, the me Shatters what we cannot see. Forget the ideals of our youth... Replace it with misguided truth. There is no common good, no gentle spark, Waiting to be kindled in each persons' heart. Money matters, love does not, But money won't pay for what we forgot. The daily grind is meaningless; Everyday we all regress, We go farther further deeper down, Spiraling down, round and round.

Empty Dreams by celtic-rain, literature

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Empty Dreams

This blackened forest in pouring rain Where hissing embers die a slow death So endless and vast, a constant reminder Of my only sacrifice for pain To be reborn into something higher To cast off the shackles of doubt Through an endless weeping forest Scoured by the hard won purity of fire The shards of light glimpsed overhead The unsubstantial light of life The stars by night, the sun by day Lazily passes a world long dead Burn this place down to the ground Let the rain wash away all there ever was Sit and wait and heal the scars Till that single blade of grass is found With that contrast of life on death Let a phoenix rise ag

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Broken Promise by celtic-rain, literature

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Broken Promise

It's been so long And you're so far away I don't know how to tell you All I want to say. I've missed you so much In good times and bad I just want to tell you I miss what we used to have. You were there for me, You were always by my side Then when you needed me I only said good-bye. I let misunderstandings Time, love, and distance Rip us both apart Please, friend, if I deserve it Can I have another chance? I know maybe you can't forgive me I just wanted you to know I still have the same love for you That I could never really show. You are still in my heart, just like you always were Maybe someday I'll figure

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Fateful Enemy by lithiumx0, literature

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Fateful Enemy

The stars veil her wishes And the sun rises only to see her fall The rain mocks her every breath The wind steals away her call The ocean waves around her misery And crashes it on shore The mountains echo her agony She yearns to live no more The sky she begs becomes too vast And the ground below her quakes Staining her hope with dust Filling the crevices with aches The clouds approach, shrouding the light She knows it is too late For she stood against the inevitable Her enemy was Fate....

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in the darkness of this heart by celtic-rain, literature

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in the darkness of this heart

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Current Residence: looking up from six feet under
MP3 player of choice: Winamp
Favourite cartoon character: inuyasha! (so what if it's the adult swim version???)
Personal Quote: I am the wallflower, i am the doormat, koo-koo-ka-choo

Favourite Games

i've got Final Fantasy 1,2,4,5,6,7,8,9,x, tactics, tactics advance and Chronicles to date. :)

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PS2, GameCube

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Anger is the scapel that clears the wounded lacerations of the heart.

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celtic-rain

Oct 13, 2005

No commitment, no excuses.

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After quite a prolonged absence... No promises from me. With 1421 deviations... 456 journals... well, procrastination rears its ugly head. No big surprise, there. It's been a rough hiatus, with nothing productive to show for it.  No writing, no art (the scanner died months back)... I got laid-off from the Hard Rock Sunday... my fiancee followed suit, being laid-off Monday. No hours to give, they said. To be honest, I just sorta time-bombed outta there. It was gonna happen. I knew it; it still sucks. No plans yet, 'cept maybe a temp job making beds for cash- waiting to hear about that, and I'll welcome a break from kitchen work. Completely

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celtic-rain

Oct 11, 2004

Boo.

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Wee. Proud Member of ~livingpoetsociety (https://www.deviantart.com/livingpoetsociety):icondemonzelda::iconpenpushers::iconpagantribalart: :iconClub-Marijuana: Supporter of inner-space (https://www.deviantart.com/inner-space) :iconinner-space: and Love the Art i'm her kitty! er... LPS puppy...!  echoedlaughter (https://www.deviantart.com/echoedlaughter) on my devwatch/friends list... :iconechoedlaughter::iconbelafantasy::icondruihd::iconacryl::icondemonzelda::icongeekster::iconinner-space::iconmeta474::iconanahita::iconlpsworkshop::iconj4m3sb0nd::iconkampfwurst::iconsweetprey::icontk-nvme::iconneuromancerzero::iconcrimsonskies::icontherobotdevil::iconunknowntome::iconcelestiality::iconannisahmad::iconcloverleaf::iconsnedex::iconkittyspit::iconinziladun

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celtic-rain

Oct 1, 2004

faithful

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not really getting enough sleep the last few days so i'm sorta dead in the water. if anyone has something they'd like me to check out, provided i haven't already, let me know. i think i'm just sorta bummed out bc yesterday i found out my grandmother on my mom's side has to have a double masectomy monday... and it's an odd coincidence that the hard rock is doing a breast cancer awareness program right now... :( i can't devote the right enthusiasm to browsing gall's right this moment... i have to call my mom in a few min to find out what exactly is going on monday.. then i'm gonna work on a project i started yesterday. but i'm day shift this w